May 27, 2013

The Life

~Its like my thousandth babbling post~ 
[ And yet I still do babble ]
[ donut, donut, donut . . . hey ]
Hiding lotso things from public.
It doesn't mean that I've got secrets.
Its mean I'm not sharing my personal life with the whole universe.
Btw, getting up early worrying sick.
InshAllah everything would be fine [ as soon as he gets home ]
Till then, my life is on the line.
I am at current pace of know nothing.
Feel nothing and fear everything.
Nice though, will be having my e-day next month.
Sad though, when I kept thinking, will it be the right choice.
Its true that dealing with a big family that you never have,
you must as well be prepared of whats coming to you.
InshAllah, dapat cater masalah ni nanty.
Kan Allah said, rezeki is everywhere.
You just need to find and earn.

# As the matter effect, I am currently in heavy thinking mode.
Perhaps there's something I can do with these.

May 24, 2013

Tired, Super Tired

Somebody had told me that I loose my stress by writing.
I think that was a beautiful thing I heard.
Since no one is currently at any state of listening to my problems.
I find that writing helps a lot.
Writing to express my feeling.
And to demonstrate a good way of stress handling.
I write a lot when I face problems.
Mostly, emotional-related matters.
Its easy to say I'm dealing with one right now.
The feeling when you have got no where to turn to.
Nothing in world would ever understand that you are in trouble.
Ahaha. Writing makes you exaggerate about everything.
[ That's bad when others are reading it ]
So less talk about other people and start to find solutions for myself.
I'm suppose to have my engagement by next month.
The initial ideas were from me. Yes.
That's the fact. But seemingly I cannot pull that one off.
It's damn hard. Super tiring to think.
Adui. Help me Allah.
Letih, lagi-lagi bila datang soal emosi ni.
Nak rehatkan minda boleh x.
[ Must stay positive even I'm not that positive about myself ]
Stay smiling. Smile like you don't care a thing.
[ My most favorite picture ever :) ]
# Tired, but Allah had planned for us a better way to understand how He works.

May 21, 2013

Babbling on Tuesday

Rasa stress pulak bila fikir pasal kerja.
Sampai ke hari ni belum ade rezeki lagi.
Btw, mungkin ada sesuatu yg lebih baik sedang menanti.
Tapi yg pasti bukan gi kawen la.
Lambat lagi bru nk fikir pasal tu. Ahaha.
Buat masa niy da apply agak banyak.
Most of them unsuccessful.
 A few yg panggil utk interview.
Anyway, walupun dah pergi utk banyak interview session.
Still got the chill man.
Sebab nervous tak pernah kira masa.
Masalah tongue-twist dah boleh adapt.
Rasa happy pulak, sebab experience dpd interview.
At least helping me with something.
And ya, walaupun tujuan asal adalah utk mendapatkan kerja.
But at the same time, it helped me to grew my English.
And yet, I'm thinking of starting Mandarin class.
Cita-cita kemain melangit.
Ade plak masa kan nak g kelas tu.
Ohoho. Dah la home tuition pn rajin ponteng.
Cikgu yg ponteng taw. Ahahah.
Ah, biar dulu la masalah kerja niy.
I got some better things to do rather than thinking.
A great toast of happiness :)

May 19, 2013

Convocation ~ Back ToTerengganu

Roughly, been three days away from my homeland.
And it feels good. No.
It feels great :)
Love this feeling. Being able to flee away from things that bothering me.
And the chances to meet up with my long lost buddies.
Macam iklan Digi, Buddies.
Ahahah. Sweet je.
Oke, tadi gi tengok bebudak geng diploma dulu g konvo.
Seriously, been two and a half years already since the last time meeting up with them.
Macam too much to catch up.
Tapi not be able to do that sebab sume pun dah nak balik.
Gila panas terik. Kasut pun rase macam nak tercabut dah.
Patut la sume pn nak balik awal.
Tapi dapat la amek gamba ngan dorang.
Geng Maggi :) Comel je.
Gamba. Jup. Entry dlm blog niy belum pernah fail lagi.
Memang sume pn ade pics.
[ Semek niy mmg suke buat muke klw amek gmba ]
 [ Niy Ririn. Opps, ilang tangan ]
 Ohoho. Bulat jumpe ngan Kema, Mas, Nurul, Mira Kecik, Kak Long
& paling x boleh blah, enemy. Ahaha.
Had wonderful time today.
Thanks Sayang <3 br="">Bagi pinjam TBH :)

May 13, 2013

The 78th Convocation 13 May 2013

Everybody spamming my wall dengan convo update.
Hahah. I'm still hadn't upload anything.
Malas gila nak buat macam tu.
Boleh tak kalau kita tangguh letak gamba graduation.
Boleh kan. Mestilah boleh. [ Peace ]
Btw, my graduation went so well.
It just sangat lambat je nak tunggu.
Nombor giliran : B589
So officially the 589th to get on the stage.
Ohoho. DATC sangat ohsem.
Just a bit panas ja. Mungkin boleh letak air-cond lebih sikit kowt.
Ahahah. Its the 78th Convocation.
Last time graduation utk Diploma is 74th.
In two years completed my degree :)
[ Alhamdulillah ]
Another thing yang interesting is that my Diploma convocation was on 12th May.
The Degree day was 13th May.
Comel ja date mereka.
Ape2 pun, I'm officially a graduate from UiTM.
[ updated ]
Nampak tak si Bulat tu. Ohoho.
Me with Ama, Azly and Fikrie :D
Anyway, takde banyak masa utk bergambar.
Sedih kowt. Sebab ta dapat bergambar dengan bestie masa Diploma dulu.
Anyway, nasib sempat terjumpa masa tgh2 jalan.
Takde la rasa terkilan sangat.
Ohoho. Tapi still sedih jugak la :(
Beside, teruk jugak la.
Gambar sendiri pun tak sempat snap. [ ish ish ]

# Saya sudah lapar

May 12, 2013

The Big Day Tomorrow

Ahaha. Its 2345.
Kiranya sudah lambat ni.
Esok kena bangun awal pagi.
Extremely awal. Ohoho.
Rasa tahun niy belum pernah bangun awal macam esok.
The thing is. Esok is konvo.
Konvokesyen final agaknya.
Sebab macam susah ja nak sambung study lagi.
Dulu Diploma konvo kat Terengganu.
Sweet memories. Lama tak pegi sana jumpa classmates.
Ekceli, amek Degree kat Melaka.
Tapi konvo kat Shah Alam pulak.
Nak konvo kat Melaka :(
Bila dah abes belajar kan.
Takde mase da nak melawat Melaka tu.
Rindu kowt. Cuba bayangkan.
Kalau jumpa classmates yg sama-sama belajar dulu.
Tak ke havoc Bandar Melaka tu sebab kitorang.
Bila buat kat Shah Alam niy. Urm.
Sorry to say, but I know its gonna be terribly crowded there.
And I'm so not crowd kind of people.
It just rugi la. Hohoh. But takpe.
Shah Alam pun still havoc ape bile ade kitorang.
Kienn. Hahah.
But, btw since got lotso thinking to do.
I memang dah terabaikan cerita pasal konvo ni.
Mana taknya. 30 minit lepas baru nak fikir heels.
Nasib baik ada talian hayat. Tenkiu darling sis.
Teruk sangat. Agaga. Baju da siap gosok.
Tudung pun dah matching.
Tapi, beli baju lain. Pakainya baju lain.
Perangai apa la niy.
Ahaha. Sebenarnya baju baru tu macam agak jarang.
Kena pakai full lining.
Dah la panas. Rasa macam tak mampu ja.
Lagi, mama tanya pasal bunga.
Jauh dalam hati nak jugak rasa pegang bunga.
Tapi, bila fikir secara waras.
Bunga tu nanty akhirnya akan dibuang jugak.
Jadi, Yaya jawap ngan mama.
Tak payah la beli. Yg penting tu skroll ja. Bukan bunga.
Sedih ja bunyi. Tapi serius. Memang membazir ja nanty.
Pinjam bunga orang lain pastu amek gamba.
Kan oke jugak tu. Ohoho.
Jumpa lappy ja tadi.
Baru nak skrol etika pakaian.
Pastu baru nak sebok tengok nmbor giliran.
Patutlah sampai la ni pun tak boleh tido lagi.
And ya, don't ask me about my sad memories.
I'm just diverting. To get the happiness of graduation.
InshAllah. Its all about time :)

# Entry sangat panjang sebab tuan rumah eksaited nak konvo.

May 11, 2013

Kenapa Selalu Rasa Sedih :(

Hey, its been a month.
Sorry my dearest blog yg comel.
Been so busy last month.
And even get dizziest week ever.
Seriously, need hell lot of time to get the thinking over.
Ya Allah, guide me please.
Oh ya, I'm suppose to start working pun this May.
But something had happen.
Thus, I'm leaving it all to qada' and qadar.
I cannot think of anymore solution dah.
Huhuhu [ Super sad ]
[ Think all the good things only yaya ]
Only the good things.
Btw, Allah know whats best for us.
So, till then, keeping fast pace towards being better.
And ya, kenapa selalu rasa sedih.
What I get from the book I read.
'' Mungkin its all ujian for yu.
And mungkin its a way to make yu become better person.
Rasa sedih akan berlalu bukan.
Teruskan sikap positif. Bersabarlah. ''

# Facepalm tapi must bersabar.